FOR SPARROW is the 2018 Golden Flogger Award Winner for Best BDSM Book in the category of BDSM Light. It’s the story of young widow Jessi Crenshaw. When her husband Graham dies unexpectedly, she’s devastated. She’s lost her husband, her best friend, and her Dominant.
But as time passes, she discovers that Graham had made provision for her in the event of his death. He’s asked firefighter paramedic Judd Farris, his good friend and protege in the Lifestyle, to look after Jessi until she gets back on her feet and finds a Dominant of her own.
Together, Jessi and Judd try to navigate their way through a platonic Dom/sub relationship. For Judd, it’s nothing less that what he owes to the memory of his friend. But resisting their mutual attraction is becoming more and more difficult. What if Graham had more in mind than merely a temporary arrangement?
Here’s a steamy teaser from FOR SPARROW.
Up to her neck in lavender-scented bubbles, Jessi sighed. The room was lit only by a handful of tea light candles she’d placed around the edges of the garden tub. She closed her eyes and recalled the feeling of being in Judd’s arms earlier in the day. He’d told her that he was proud of her, and that had pleased Jessi immensely.
And he’d given her permission to come. The impish sparkle in his eyes had held the promise of a skilled lover.FOR SPARROW by Pandora Spocks
Her eyes popped open. Why had she thought that? Nevermind. Focus on the task at hand.
She leaned back once again, eyes closed, as she began to stroke and knead her breasts, pulling her nipples tightly, picturing lips suckling them, a tongue caressing them, as the heat built between her thighs. She slid one hand lower to stroke her needy sex, finding the sensitive nub erect with arousal. Rubbing intensely, she brought herself to the edge of orgasm, but slowed down. If she was only getting one, she was going to make it last.
Her hands retreated to her breasts again, then slowly traveled back down to her pussy, where she nearly rubbed herself to completion again. This time, she picked up the pink rabbit waiting on the edge of the tub and clicked it once. Lowering the vibrator to her clit, she gasped as her eyes rolled back with pleasure. Realizing she couldn’t hold out much longer, she slid the phallus to her sensitive entrance, pressing slowly into her core, all the while imagining Judd, holding himself over her, pushing his way into her needy space. The outer part of the dildo vibrated against her clit as she fucked herself.
“Oh, God,” she moaned softly, her moment building. “Oh, shit, holy…Judd!” Orgasm thundered over her as she gasped, her body shuddering with intense release. As her quaking subsided, she switched off the dildo, but left it in place as she floated back to earth.
Dressed in a silky eggplant chemise, Jessi padded back into the bedroom and slipped into bed. She stacked the pillows behind her against the headboard, intending to read the new erotic romance on her Kindle. But glancing at her phone on the bedside table, she remembered Judd’s charge: “Report back to me afterwards.”
The time on the clock blinked 12:09. Was it too late? If it was, he could just see it in the morning. The idea of reporting on her orgasm made her feel nervous.
Maybe it was just better to get it over with.
She put down the Kindle and picked up her phone.
“So, what do you think about Amanda?” Alex asked, shouting above the pounding music.
“She’s nice,” Judd replied noncommittally.
“I’ll say she’s nice. Nice and stacked. When the girls get back from the bathroom, do you want me and Trish to head out so you can work your Judd Farris magic?” Alex grinned gleefully.
“No, no need to do that. Let’s all hang out. Do you want to go someplace quieter?”
Alex laughed. “Young folks and their crazy rock and roll bothering you, old man?”
“No, it’s just…”
“Well, the fact that they didn’t ditch us while we were in the bathroom is a good sign,” Trish joked as she and Amanda returned from the ladies’ room.
“Where would I go, baby, you know I love you,” Alex cooed. “Come on, let’s show these two how it’s done.” He took Trish’s hand and twirled her once, before leading her out to the dancefloor.
Judd leaned closer to Amanda. “Would you like another beer?”
She nodded. “Yeah, that would be great.”
Judd stood, nodding toward the bar. “I’ll be right back.” Waiting to order at the bar, he looked back toward their table. Amanda was a friend of Trish’s from work, and somehow, Trish and Alex had decided that Judd should meet her.
She seemed nice, and she was pretty, with her blonde hair and blue eyes. She was a little shy, and Judd wondered if that was why she didn’t currently have a boyfriend. But he knew that he didn’t feel a connection with her, so it definitely wasn’t worth Alex and Trish leaving them to flounder on their own.
He returned to the table, two beers in hand, just as Alex and Trish left the dancefloor. “No beers for us, homie? Seriously?” Alex laughed, dropping off Trish and heading to the bar himself.
Amanda accepted her Corona and nodded. “Thanks!”
“You’re welcome.” Judd took a pull on his beer and felt his phone buzz in his pocket. He retrieved the device and swiped it on, checking the message. It was from Jessi. According to the clock on his phone, it was 12:10. Smiling reflexively, he opened the message.
Mission accomplished, Sir.
His grin broadened. Mission accomplished. Had she already had her allotted orgasm?
He looked up to see that Alex had returned and was watching him closely. “Good message?”
“Oh, yeah, it’s just…” Judd stood. “If you’ll excuse me for a minute. I’ll be right back.”
Dodging gyrating dancers and the crowd around the bar, Judd made his way to the sidewalk outside, where it was much quieter, despite the fact that he could still hear the deep pounding bass of the music inside the club. He opened Jessi’s message again and pressed the telephone icon.
“Hello?” she answered tentatively.
“Mission accomplished? That was fast,” he laughed.
“Shit! Well, oops, sorry, I just… Well, I didn’t think you’d call. Geez!”
“Two words do not a report make, little one. I need details.” He grinned, picturing her discomfort.
“Um-hmm, starting with, where were you?”
“In the bathtub.”
“Were there bubbles?”
“Yes, there were bubbles. And candles, too.”
“Good, this is sounding good. And you touched yourself where?”
“You know where I touched myself,” she quipped huffily.
“Humor me, little one.”
She sighed loudly. “I started with my breasts and moved to my pussy.”
“Okay, did you use a tool?” Judd realized that he was becoming immensely aroused.
“A tool? Like a dildo? Yes, I used my rabbit.”
“Ooh, penetration. I like it. And did you come?”
“Yes, Sir, only once, just like you said.” She sounded pleased with herself.
“Good girl. Were you thinking naughty thoughts?”
“Oh, for fuck’s sake! Everybody thinks naughty thoughts when they…”
Judd knew he was enjoying this way too much. He swallowed a laugh. “When they what, little one?”
Her heard her huff. “When they masturbate.” She whispered the last word. “Oh, my God!”
“Nicely done, Jessi. A full and complete report. It’s a shame that you used up your one cummie so quickly. It’s going to be a long week for you.”
“Yeah, and thanks to your detailed report, I’m feeling horny again.”
Judd burst out laughing. “You are something, Jessi. Listen, I suppose that one orgasm a week might not be quite enough. Suppose we say that you can have a total of three for the week. But I’m going to want a report on each one.”
“You know, having to file a report takes a little of the fun right out of the whole thing,” Jessi complained.
Judd laughed again. “We could probably find a happy medium between two words and an in-depth play-by-play. Something we’ll work on, okay?”
Jessi laughed, too. “I like that idea. And Judd, thanks again for everything today.”
“You’re very welcome,” he answered. He looked up to see Alex leading Trish and Amanda out of the club. “Have a good night, Jessi. We’ll be in touch.”
“You do the same. Have a great week.”
FOR SPARROW* is available at your favorite online bookseller.
*At the Apple Store, FOR SPARROW is called DREAM DOMINANT BOOK 3.